Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Nehemiah 4

"God, you are very awesome, thank you for everything Lord. I need your help, it is hard, you know.
Give up? NEVER, because I love my Lord, master and Father! -Amen. "

God it is so wonderful that he does everything to our best.
Well, I'll tell you a little story; Every Monday some people from Zoe Church go to Paulista Avenue, to give free hugs and then to have communion at Starbucks.
Well, so far so good, but I generally don't go, cause I have class, but now my classes are over and I can go. so I went, but nobody was. they tried to warn me but for some reason (I believe it was God), did not receive any of the post, calls.
Once there I realized that there was no one doing free hugs, or Starbucks. I called Chris J. and he finally tell me that no one will go. and I was like, "Okay, I'll eat something and then go home."
Now comes the best and coolest fun part. I was sitting eating, when I realized I had two bibles in my backpack, and I do not know why, but in that moment I felt that God wanted me, I stopped eating to listen. I made a quick and simple prayer, asking God to speak to me.
Then I opened my Bible in Nehemiah 4. I read, reread and reread, and I was like, wow!
Before you finish reading this, please read Nehemiah 4
[http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Nehemiah+4&version=NIV]

God spoke to me in a way so easy, so spontaneous, that my understanding was this:
"I was so excited about building my wall that I could not notice the enemies who were around me. I will say this in a way a little easier, I was so excited to want to know more about the Bible, about God and Jesus Christ, that I couldn't see things happening around me, bad things, the enemy acting around me, and I think God allowed the enemy to do this to me to say "Christian, calm down, take it easy. I'm with you man, let's do this together."
And I thank God for having shown me this, and I thank my friends for not having gone, because it was really a blessing to me!
Thank you Lord, I Love you Lord!
-Amen!

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Awakening

God is so awesome! this is how I want to start talk a little bit of what happening and what is happening to me, because God deserves all honor and glory and all the praise.
In the last two weeks God has spoken a lot with me, and I know I've heard, but I was saying "i do not mind." and God keeps talking and talking, showing me things I never saw, things that I never went before, and He showed me something I already knew, but did not figure it out right, which is "how He Loves us - ." and how He loves me, and that's awesome !

You know, When You're worried about something, and God is saying, "Relax, I'm in control, have faith, I will provide everything," and you just don't mind, you want to solve their own way.

Well, that's just some things that is happening in my life, and I'm going through some situations, but God spoke to me very strong with the song "Dare You To Move - ". You know, I could hear him saying "I dare you to move, and get up and go back to doing the things you did, read your Bible, pray and talk about my love for other people!" Well, what i'm try to say here, it's that, God it's calling me to go to Him, to look to Him, and follow Him, and i feel that God it's not just calling me, He is calling you too !

This is my prayer
"My God and Father, I come to ask your forgiveness with all my heart and all my soul. That's All I can say because you know, I'm ashamed of things I did. For not trust you. For not having been myself, not being a Christian. I'm so sorry God !
- Amen. "